Ari's life journey

Next tuesday I will hold a big meeting regarding the start of the System Integration Project. I hope that the project will go allright. I expect resistance from some users, and even some top level management, but, I think I must persist and make it successful. I put all my confidence in it. This organization needs to move forward using better system.

Well, yesterday there was a bombing on the Australian Embassy. They said that it was a suicide car bomb. 8 people dead and hundreds injured. Most of the dead are security guards and bystanders. A militant group claimed responsibilty for it.

Back to French learning.
I learn some sentences today. Here they are:

mon vocabulaire est toujours très petit
my vocabulary is still very little

attendez, je le regardera dans le dictionnaire
wait, i will look it in the dictionary

mais la tu fais un gros effort
but you make a large effort

veint me parlée sur mon nick
come spoken to me on my nick

cependant je suis encore dépendu de mon dictionnaire beaucoup
however i am still depended on my dictionary very much

je voit
i see


il fait beau d'avoir quelqu'un à parler en français
it is nice to have someone to talk in french

je peut taider
i can help

et où font vous vivez
and where make you live

mais mon Français c'est tres mauvais aussi
but my French they is very bad too

sûr, comment?
sure, how?

se que c'est les website?
that they is the website?

où habitez-vous?
where do you live?

je parle peu français
i speak little french

je reviens tout de suite
i will be right back

c'est un endroit très bon à vivre dedans
it is a very good place to live in

fais de beaux rêves
have a sweet dreams

je dois obtenir mon petit déjeuner
i must get my breakfast

il est 7 le matin ici
it is 7 in the morning here

il est très tôt pour le petit déjeuner
it is very early to get breakfast

j'apprends le français aussi
i am learning french too

comment allez-vous aujourd'hui?
how are you today?

oncle encep, avez-vous un grand sexe la nuit passée?
uncle encep, did you have a great sex last night?

avez-vous votre petit déjeuner encore?
have you got your breakfast yet?

posted by Fajar @ 2:16 AM 0 Comments

I woke up 3am today to start studying French intensively. I studied for about an hour and then went back to bed again. I guess my body needs gradual adjustment first to handle this kind of activities :)

Je veux apprendre le français tous les jours.
Means, I want to learn French every day.

Je suis déterminé pour apprendre le français au moins 1 heure de journalier.
I am determined to learn French at least 1 hour everyday.

J'aime le français.
I love French.

Back to work, today I wrote an email to some important people. I said that there is saying called "Dare to Soar", which says "Our ATTITUDE almost always determines our ALTITUDE in life". It is a good saying. I like that.

posted by Fajar @ 2:22 AM 0 Comments

I have a meeting with the director this morning, just an usual one.

I asked for his permission to leave the office after lunch. The traffic to Mangga Dua was bad, moreover, the weather was so hot. And, worse, I forgot to bring any water with me. So, I felt as if I were in a desert. So hot, so thirsty :)

Well, after looking at the papers, I must practice French more often. Study.. harder... I must cut of those movie times and other leisure times.

posted by Fajar @ 3:23 AM 0 Comments

Great news today. I've got a very important phonecall when I were in a meeting. Tomorrow, after lunch, I've got to ask permission to leave the office to get some papers.

Also, I've checked my account in the bank, and I've got a maximum annual bonus :) Thanks God.

Well, I visited my mom yesterday. Boy, I miss her. She had a big fight with my Dad, and now she lives by her own. Dear life, I don't know... I just feel sad if I look at my mom and Dad. They're not a happy couple, since I was little, they often argue. I don't know... maybe this is why I can't remember most of my childhood. Maybe my conscience unconsciously blocks all those unpleasant memories from my mind. It's true, I only remember bits of my childhood, and the good one is rare, mostly I remember the sad thing, especially when my parents argued.

My mom has been hurt by my father for so long. She always said that she wanted to leave my father, but she couldn't because of us - her childern. And now, after we all have our own family, she can't take it anymore. She said that in the years that she still have in her life, she wants to be happy. Oh God! I know that my mom always wants to go to France and visits the Lourdes. I want to finance her to go there, but my budget is limited. Oh God, please help me.

Last Friday, I went to the church alone because my wife had an occassion at the office. So, I attended the mass and lightened up 4 candles as she requested and prayed. I prayed quite a lot that time.

Dear life, as I said before. There are many times I'm so stressed because I don't know what will happen in life. But, now, I'm beginning to be able to give all my worries to God again. God, I trust that no matter what will happen, you have a beautiful plan for me. Amien.

posted by Fajar @ 3:06 AM 0 Comments